thank you for your hospitality

*playing: Right Through You - Alanis Morissette

recites from polly polnareff, volume 002.

"it's heart -filling when you're stumbling, when you're the lead character in your book. the writer has blessed you tremendous gifts. the writer will prevail you eventually. fear not my friend, you will flare in your divinity eventually.

it's common when i'm stumbling, when i'm merely a supplement in your book. the writer has blessed me expendable gifts. the writer has no need to prevail me eventually. fear not my friend, i will rest in my chair eventually.

it's exceptional for you, the primaries, who are enduring, who are chosen for happy endings eventually, to embrace it all gratefully. fear not my friend, you will succeed it all expectedly.

it's customary for me, the secondaries, who are side-standing, who are expendable eventually, to embrace it all faithfully. fear not my friend, i will rest in my chair pleasurably. "

recites from polly polnareff, volume 001.

"what custom, which course, what time.
to greet your forte.
or perhaps some as i, just have none."

"what labor you done is what decides it, so they say.
but love, do not abandon the centuries-proven-fact.
how the gifted ones are the eventual unalterables, above the less-blessed laborers."

"in a jiffy i discover.
each one's unlikely flair.
nobility, wit, wisdom, genius, or fair.
in eternity, i fail to uncover mine."

fake fake

fake plastic tree
from my fake radiohead cd
playing on my fake plastic player
that i bought from my fake hard work prayer
play it on my fake plastic sunday
dance to it with my fake dancing sway
sing it to my fake darling boyfriend
as he gives me fake kisses on the hand
he just puts on a fake plastic smile
when i ask him for a while
why is it even the fake plastic tree
much much lovelier than fake living me

{ lyric corner volume 01, 2006 }

woken-up polly

At eight thirty a.m. she came back.
Uninvited.
Unexpected.

She lent me her eyes again.

Hello back, Unworthy Polly.

*playing: Avril 14th - Aphex Twin

unworthy polly, volume 2

{ second part in the polly series }

unworthy polly
finds one more folly
of believing to be worthy
from a moment of playing lovely

it' s just a game really

so polly will see

as worthy as the reality
how love may set you free
unworthy,
she will remain to be

skeptical sketches, volume 1

Heart drawings.
Can not draw.
Want to learn to draw.
Am learning to draw.
Heart learning to draw.

Seeing these oldie sketchies reminds me to practice some more :D

Once I applied a design job at a local TV. They rejected after seeing my drawing in the psychological test. My friend told me, that her friend that was working at that local TV said my drawings were too ...creepy... they were worried that I'm some kind of a psychopath or whatever...hahaha... :P



{ unworthy polly }



{ along }



{ beautiful }



{ je t'aime }



{ loathe e }



{ loca zbeiderinovskova }



{ mrs. toe scheiphenhyre }



{ my one-eyed cookie }



{ pour me a pile of milk }



{ toe scheiphenhyre }