Wednesday, December 19, 2012

{ aluminium }

Third round of Iwan Fals' 3R series concerts.
Concept: Chrysilla Novianti.

Wednesday, December 12, 2012

Wednesday, December 5, 2012

of pencil and paper

No maestro, just a lover, who is free to.

*playing: Enjoy The Silence - Depeche Mode

"wasting time" { is it? }

Tuesday, December 4, 2012

Sunday, November 25, 2012

yola's polka pop

A pretty creepy cutie dotty drawing of me, made by the ever dark, Yola Blackenthered.
Thaaaank you soooo much for the drawing Mak! Love! Love! Love!

Monday, November 19, 2012

i could be wrong i could be right, vol.09

You can believe what you believe, you can campaign how life's all beautiful in a pretty candy-sweet sunshiny wonderfulness.

I believe what I believe, that them candy-sweet shit come also with fucked-up killers and blood-spilling calamities.

I believe that I prefer to have them fucked-up calamities acknowledged, not covered with sugar-coated denials.

I believe that by acknowledging them fucked-up calamities does not mean I would declare war to kindness and hope and joy.

I believe that them candy-sweet shit and fucked-up calamity are all part of these chaotic random spins we're all bound to meet. That there is beauty in both.

I believe that in this chaotic randomness, we all have the same chance, same risks, to live, to do what we want, to fight for what we dream of, cos no one's destined to be better or worse than other.

I believe that in better or worse, this freaking life is always worth living for, be grateful for.

You can believe what you believe.

I believe that you've no need to shove your sugar-coated belief down my arse, as I not to you.

And I definitely believe, I've talked too much.

*playing: Sing Your Life - Morrissey

Monday, November 12, 2012

"and talk about the weather"

Frankly, you don't always reap what you fucking sow. Sometimes fucking bunnies come down and fuck with what you've fucking worked on. But in the end it's up to you, whether you're gonna let them fucking bunnies mess with you again, or are you gonna show them not to ever fuck with you, ever again. Unless of course, you have too many fucking whys to live that you can bear almost any bunny fuck and find meaning in each bunny fuck.

This time, I prefer to have them cajun-baked. No offense, Frank.

Friday, November 2, 2012

and not one single fucking soul is not.

{ via Biorama - one of Stefan Sagmeister's "Things I Have Learned In My Life So Far" }

Because even amongst the most self-righteous of them all, I too, am just another mistakenly-thinking-they-are-right wanker.

*playing: Blind - Talking Heads

Thursday, November 1, 2012

Wednesday, October 31, 2012

Tuesday, October 23, 2012

so shut yer gob, fannybawz. { ear candy, volume 16 }

“You have your way. I have my way. As for the right way, the correct way, and the only way, it does not exist.” 

/// Friedrich Nietzsche.

*playing: Poison Lips - Vitalic

Friday, October 19, 2012

Thursday, October 18, 2012

"i look for you in magazines"

It's wretched how your gleam persists, when you're lucidly an undisclosed connection, flying to far off places...*

*playing: Brite Lites - Lana del Rey


For Amica Indonesia's "The Mind-Blowing Seen", October 2012.
Concept: Zico Halim.

Thursday, October 11, 2012

smittener of the day

{ next to nicx }

*playing: Love Me, Please Love Me - Michel Polnareff

i could be wrong i could be right, vol.07

And then they said, "You gotta show them your intelligence, choose words that emphasize the impression of it." { I think if it's really there, it'll show itself. No need for strategies. Yes? }

And then they said, " You should learn to be more diplomatic, you should know how to market yourself, so people will like you." { I'm not for sale. They're welcome to agree and detest or not give a fuck as they please. Yes? }

*playing: It's No Good - Depeche Mode

Wednesday, October 3, 2012

Friday, September 28, 2012


Smoochie poochie thanks to the ghastly Yola, Peni, Ochie.
Looove the package so much! :">

Monday, September 24, 2012

in the four

Thank you Amica Indonesia, for the spot in this September's anniversary edition.

Tuesday, September 18, 2012

"it's like you hit me with lightning"

One twelvemonth ago, after a six-years sedation, one was awaken if not starry-eyed, for the very first time. And it was the boon of an era...*

*playing: Starry Eyed - Ellie Goulding

Monday, September 17, 2012


{ and so we ramble }

*playing: You Can't Always Get What You Want - The Rolling Stones

Sunday, September 16, 2012

Thursday, September 13, 2012


Lou Reed + Metallica musical collaboration, CD packaging, designed by Turner Duckworth.

{ via The Dieline }